What have I done…
Everything is dark…
I don’t know where stops nightmare and starts reality…
I lost myself, my soul, I’m heartless…
Everytime I see my reflection, “She” is there… watching me…
Everything is decaying and disapearing,
And soon, I’ll vanish in the darkness of my insanity…
SAVE ME !
This is probably what she tells to herself… °w° I guess… you know, how Tari is… *shot*
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Time taken: Approximatly 3-4 days… I believe…
Layers: 114 *lol whuut*
Programs: Paint tool SAI for linearts and Photoshop element 8.0 for colors and effects
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4 days… 4 F*CKING DAYZ !! *hangs herself* Maybe less, but still, this shit killed me… eww
But I must say, I am pretty HAPPY with the result ^____^
I wanted something very dark and gore, something which really would represent Tari very well… Well, I guess it does o/
At the begining, this were born from a very strange the idea: Wwhat would looks like Tari’s soul in a mirror ? This was first traditional. When I colored it digitaly, I decided to make a scene as if she just made a true massacre, and looked at herself in a broken mirror, where her insanity shows her the 2nd “herself” and the decaying of her soul because of her madness °w° It highlights her schizophrenia, lol……
The chest hole is there to show you she has no heart anymore, she is cold, all the scars because she is decaying, and she will be ate by her madness until the end no spoiler here
If you look closely, you will see a corpse hand, lying on the floor in the background lul
So, enjoy this gore-ness o/
ARTwork & Character © Etoile

Fuck dat shit, I’m so happy about how it came !! :iconPewdieplz:
Lol, seriously, I absolutly don’t know what I aimed to represent… Another strange idea that pooped in my mind XD
I wanted to do an over-colored with a lots of elements, colors and space-fantsy-like art, and it became this. And I’m rather happy about it lol. I was afraid that the colored shadows make the art and the shadding look bad, but in fact, it is less horrible than expected XD
I don’t really now what is Tari doing… maybe seeing the universe’ powers in her hands, or I don’t know… XD
Note that Tari doesn’t have any power (exepted floating in airs sometimes but meh, nevermind) so this over-colored <s>and kinda mary-sue-ish</s> art don’t reeally have any links with the story of my manga. This is just a simple illustration of Tari :3
For the stars and circle things, I used brushes I founded on deviantART (credit at the end)
Enjoy this rainbow-desunessssss XDDDDDDDD
ARTwork & Character © Etoile
Stars brush © Rabieshund (http://fav.me/dbmjk5)
Vector circles © leboef (http://fav.me/du40kw)

Just the first shoot of my Tari-chan Cosplay… I still miss the rainbw ponytail clip wig (I’m waiting for it), my socks, blue circle lenses and shoes. I like this photo, even if I don’t really like my face XD
Photo, Cosplay & Character © *EtoileTan

Artwork for my 20 000 page view on deviantART.
For this art… I had to color SKIN ! It was such a pain… but meh, that didn’t turned that bad after all. I wanted to make TRUE shadding effets, with sun outside etc… so, I tryied, this is like an experimentation I guess
For the photograph behind Tari, on the wall, it is simly photographs of my two pullip, Miku and Uchuu ^^ As you can see, I cencored this vertion for outside of deviantART.
ArtWork & Character © Etoile-Tan
Xechs and Xechs illustrations I used © GUNNM Last Order by Yukiro Kishiro

‘mkay, it took me such a looong time before I manage to finish this
But I have to say… that, for the first time since a while, I am… F*CKIN PROUD OF MYSELF AND MY WORK !!! YES ! And I am not afraid to say it !! And this was really much easier than what I expected ! Really ! It was not really hard but long. Very long. For this art, I used a bunch of new things I learned by my last experiment and from tutorials on magazines :3 For the dress, I used a little bit of purple to highlight shadows and lights. And for the hair’s lighhts, for the first time, I used colors and not only white, in order to contrast more the hair. Hope it worked ^^
Concerning the concept itself, this idea came to my mind while I was watching ALIEN and Prometheus. I’m really fond of Sci-Fi and I aimed at make an SF picture with Tari (who’s suposed to be an SF character lol) Maybe it is a space travelling, or maybe Tari is now asleep in order to stop her insanity and stop killing poeple, who knows… but it may be a great subject for a One Shot manga I migh do (if I ever start my manga someday XD)
My first real SF scene and background…
★ ARTwork & Character © EtoileTan

A week of work ! procrastinating a little bit too
I felt like doing a concept/references art of Tari.
And more, improve my coloring style, since I really dislike the other one. This one is more soft, I used blur and I am not angry about the result ^w^ I like how the hair, eyes and dress turned. I think it is really much better than the other way of coloring I used. And I try to improve my drawing style too. Something more detailed ^^
I still have to improve a lot, but it is a start ^^
★ ARTwork & Character © EtoileTan

My best Art so far !! Worked on this shit a long time..
Wanted to make something where you could see how Tari REALLY is… Hope I succeded this time, lul~
Not enought blood…
I tryied to make a sort of top view… first time I did serously, the first top view art I did looked like shit… OTL
Will you keep on saying t hat Tari is a cute character lol ?

Lol, do I REALLY need to introduce Tari-chan to you ? Lol, I did for others, I’ll do for by babeh too ♥
I like how this pic tunred out, Tari really looks like small and childish and it’s exactly how she is suposed to looks ! Her face is maybe too long, I should have made it more Rounded off…
★ ARTwork, Character, ANGEL★STAR © EtoileTan


